April 23rd.. boom! Changed my life.
I don't want to go too personal here - but you go from having a house, 2 cats, about to be married (invites printed, dress bought, castle booked), 15yrs together.. to sitting alone in your dad's flat 2 towns over wondering what d'fuq you're doing with your life because the 'dream' above wasn't right.
Needed to be done for the pair of us though. I feel the familiarity of daily life bred a sort of complacence. We were a good team, but.. not.. I don't know.
And its really hard not to look at other ladies who appear to have it all - the looks, the home, the husband/boyfriend, the overly joyous selfie filled